urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme Bitch make me a sandwich 2007-11-08T02:17:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:114578 2007-11-08T02:17:05Z 2007-11-08T02:17:05Z i really love my girlfriend (veronika)! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:114220 2007-10-02T02:19:40Z 2007-10-02T02:19:40Z &nbsp;&lt;embed src="<a href="http://lads.myspace.com/photoshow/slideshow.swf">http://lads.myspace.com/photoshow/slideshow.swf</a>" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" scale="noscale" wmode="transparent" flashvars="userID=136468513&amp;bgColor=13158&amp;bgColor2=0&amp;transitionSpeed=30&amp;transitionStyle=a&amp;showCaptions=1&amp;albumID=1117713" width="435" height="176" name="slider" align="middle"/&gt; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:113997 2007-09-18T17:00:22Z 2007-09-18T17:00:22Z &nbsp;who knew it would be this good urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:113675 2007-07-02T17:56:39Z 2007-07-02T17:56:39Z <font class="std_font"><b>"The Ocean"</b><br /> <br /> If I could have chosen where God would hide his heaven, <br /> I would wish for it to be in the salt and swell of the ocean. <br /> Carried by the currents to all continents' shores. <br /> Reaching into depths where the sun’s light has never shown. <br /> Mixed with algae and coral. <br /> Breathed in by sharks and dolphins. <br /> Sailed by tanker ships, private yachts, swam in by tourists. <br /> Working its way up through inlets, lakes, and rivers, swamps, and estuaries. <br /> Down through limestone into the aquifer.<br /> Purified by the county, pumped through pipes and out faucets. <br /> Filled into a glass to meet the thirst of our children.<br /> <br /> If I could have chosen, I would have been born a woman. <br /> My mother once told me she would have named me Laura. <br /> I would grow up to be strong and beautiful like her. <br /> One day I’d find an honest man to make my husband. <br /> We would have two children, build our home on the Gulf of Mexico. <br /> Our family would spend hot summer days at the beach together. <br /> The sun would kiss our skin as we played in the sand and water. <br /> We would know we loved each other without having to say it. <br /> At night we would sleep with the windows of our house left open. <br /> Letting the cool ocean air soothe the sunburned shoulders of our children.<br /> <br /> There is an Ocean in my soul where the waters do not curve.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:113429 2007-07-01T03:54:39Z 2007-07-01T03:54:39Z <font class="std_font"><b>"Thrash Unreal"</b><br /> <br /> If she wants to dance and drink all night then there’s no one that can stop her. <br /> She’s going until the house lights come up or her stomach spills onto the floor. <br /> This night is going to end when we’re damn well ready for it to be over. <br /> Worked all week long now the music is playing on our time. <br /> We do what we do to get by, and then we need a release.<br /> <br /> You get mixed up with the wrong guys. <br /> You get messed up on the wrong drugs. <br /> Sometimes the party takes you places that you didn’t really plan on going. <br /> When people see the track marks on her arms she knows what they’re thinking. <br /> She keeps on working for that minimum, <br /> as if a high school education offered any other options. <br /> They don’t know nothing about redemption. <br /> They don’t know nothing about recovery. <br /> Some people just ain't the type for marriage and family.<br /> <br /> No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie.<br /> No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to sleep alone.<br /> <br /> She’s out of step with the style. <br /> She don’t know where the actions happening. <br /> You know the downtown club scene ain't nothing like it used to be. <br /> You reach a point where there’s not a lie in the world <br /> that you could use to make the boys believe your still in you twenties. <br /> She’s not waiting for them to come over and ask for the privilege. <br /> She can still here that Rebel Yell just as loud as it was in 1983. <br /> There ain't no Johnny coming home to share a bed with her and she doesn’t care.<br /> <br /> No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie.<br /> No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to sleep alone.<br /> <br /> If she had to live it all over again you know she wouldn’t change anything for the world.<br /> </font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:113069 2007-05-10T06:39:35Z 2007-05-10T06:39:35Z i have a new home that i can call my own.<br />anyone have cool stuff that want to let me have. <br />any artist wanna paint stuff so i can hang them on the walls? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:112768 2007-05-09T15:00:48Z 2007-05-09T15:00:48Z <font class="std_font"><b>"White People For Peace"</b><br /> <br /> East and west could not agree<br /> So their generals gave a call and gathered at the border<br /> With guns ready, drawn and aimed<br /> each side was praying to a god <br /> to bless them with strength and courage<br /> it was in his name that artillery lit the sky on fire<br /> the people sang protest songs to try and stop the soldier's gun<br /> <br /> Protest Songs in a response to Military Aggression<br /> Protest songs to try and stop the soldier's gun<br /> But the battle raged on......<br /> <br /> Sirens filled the air and the ground shook with war<br /> Civilian casualties has been a cost that was predetermined<br /> when interviewed for report victims pleaded in frustration<br /> Their claim: <font size="5">That this was a war without reason</font><br /> Bureacrats enraged in debate to try and reach a resolution<br /> the people sang protest songs to try and stop the soldier's gun<br /> <br /> Protest Songs in a response to Military Aggression<br /> Protest songs to try and stop the soldier's gun<br /> But the battle raged on......<br /> <br /> The Broadcast like their prayers went unanswered and ignored<br /> god, like the rest of the world, just watched in silence<br /> There was purpose to be served, there were fortunes to be earned<br /> before a peace could be called to stop a war<br /> <br /> <br /> Protest Songs in a response to Military Aggression<br /> Protest songs to try and stop the soldier's gun<br /> But the battle raged on......<br /> </font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:112583 2007-04-27T20:01:47Z 2007-04-27T20:01:47Z <h1>Dinesh D'Souza is comming to speak to grossmont college! it should be really interesting hearing such a character speak to us. anyone interested?<br /></h1> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:111991 2007-04-24T16:16:01Z 2007-04-24T16:16:01Z by the way <br />you now that hope will make you strange <br />make you blink make you blank make you sink <br />it will make you afraid of change <br />and often blame <br />the box with the view of the world <br />and the walls that fill the frame <br />i turn it up but then i turn it off <br />because i can't stand when they start to talk <br />about the hurting and killing <br />whose shoes are we filling <br />the damage and ruin <br />and the things that we're doing <br /><b><font size="5">we gotta stop, we gotta turn it all off <br />we gotta rewind and start it up again</font></b> <br /><br />because we fell across the fall line <br />ain't there nothing sacred any more <br />Na, na, na, na, na, na, na <br /><br />somebody saw him jump <br />yeah but nobody saw him slip <br />i guess he lost a lot of hope <br />and then he lost his grip <br />now he's lying in the freeway <br />in the middle of this mess <br />guess we lost another one <br />just like the other one <br />optimistic hypocrite <br />that didn't have the nerve to quit <br />the things that kept him wanting more <br />until he finally reached the core <br /><br />fell across the fall line <br />ain't there nothing sacred any more <br />Na, na, na, na, na, na, na urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:111855 2007-04-14T07:13:43Z 2007-04-14T07:31:42Z .A billion people died on the news tonight<br />But not so many cried at the terrible sight<br />Well mama said<br />It's just make believe<br />You can't believe everything you see<br />So baby close your eyes to the lullabies<br />On the news tonight<br /><br />Who's the one to decide that it would be alright<br />To put the music behind the news tonight<br />Well mama said<br />You can't believe everything you hear<br />The diagetic world is so unclear<br />So baby close your ears<br />On the news tonight<br />On the news tonight<br /><br />The unobtrusive tones on the news tonight<br />And mama said<br />Mmm<br /><br />Why don't the newscasters cry when they read about people who die<br />At least they could be decent enough to put just a tear in their eyes<br />Mama said<br />It's just make believe<br />You cant believe everything you see<br />So baby close your eyes to the lullabies<br />On the news tonight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:111379 2007-03-29T06:41:59Z 2007-03-29T06:42:49Z "In The Name Of What?"<br /><br />Here nothing grows. Here nothing lives. Do you dream of the future or do you live in the past? Are you out for humanity or a gender, race, or class? Are you dilligently fighting with the movement, or fighting the blind cause? If you were given freedom would that be an end? If you were given the means would you use them to your benefit?<br /><br />Could you survive in this world without your fucking technology? Your conveniences that have cowardly carved a brilliant way of life, dependent on oppression of the way of nature. Pollute the environment for a cheap fix of flexing useless capabilities. All in the name of what? Our arrogance, this need for dominance. Well I am not so blind.<br /><br />Despite our belief we are not the greatest species in existence. We are not the missing link, this is not advancement, the turth remains the same. As we push forward searching for our destiny, which we know damn well is death, I sing a song in desperation for the dying, those who could all be helped so easily. Those who fill your fucking plate. All in the name of what? Our arrogance, this need for dominance. Well I am not so blind. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:111128 2007-03-29T06:36:51Z 2007-03-29T06:36:51Z maybe i was really meant to someday become something people appreciate.<br /><br />the feeling of being alive is the most wonderful feeling anyone can ever experience.<br /> but, what does it really mean to be alive? <br />thats what i have been thinking about lately.<br />my econ teacher is quite a character. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:110867 2007-03-27T17:29:52Z 2007-03-27T17:29:52Z oh, and like if all that wasnt enough, this morning at around 8 am i crashed into a brand new BMW!<br /><br />life is just so fucking wonderful and full of surprises. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:110832 2007-03-26T20:34:26Z 2007-03-26T20:34:26Z im pissed!, so i guess is time to write on livejournal.Besides the fact that i have been working 6 days a week and going to school full time and spending some or a lot of my free time doing homework from stupid assholes trying to turn students into another follower of this robotic system, i guess i have been pretty damn good. lets see i had a friend who i gave rides to school to and partied with some times but i dont anymore because i decided it was fair for him to give me a little gas money and he didnt, so we dont really talk anymore. i also had to pay $1,765 to immigration, which is the reason why i am completly broke. alsdkfjaosdif0ew32309i<br />but im still happy to be alive.<br /><br />happy note...<br />last tuestday i went to pomona to the against me show, and it was special because i didnt have to pay for the ticket (not that i wouldnt have, but because i didnt have money) since they (against me) put me in their GUEST list. Yes, i know! it was really cool, and the cooler thing is that i acutally got to thank them in person and exchange some words with them.<br />it made me happy that there is still a connection between the band and the fans, it really was a great feeling. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:110501 2007-02-23T21:45:14Z 2007-02-23T21:45:14Z <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;videoid=2007389443">drunk as fu**</a><br>Invalid video URL.<br><a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.addToProfileConfirm&amp;videoid=2007389443&amp;title=drunk as fu**">Add to My Profile</a> | <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.home"> More Videos</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:110278 2006-12-09T09:38:44Z 2006-12-09T09:38:44Z my baby is sick :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:110036 2006-11-07T06:24:11Z 2006-11-07T06:24:11Z i lost my cellphone today, so give me your phone number.<br />NOW! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:109809 2006-11-01T02:46:18Z 2006-11-01T02:46:18Z so, its about time i write something here.<br />life has been pretty fair with me. i am enjoying it at the most.<br />i have a wonderful girlfriend who i have been with for One year, One month and Six days, which is the longest relationship i have been on. whats incredible about it is that we dont fight (maybe argue every now and then, but nothing big). my mother and sister are doing good, i am doing good, life is good. the only pretty shitty thing that happened just recently is that i gave up with economics, i just couldnt do it. i loved the class but i just didnt really got it, maybe its cus on the inside i think is all bullshit and all leads to being selfish, and thats just not what i am. yes, i would love to be rich and fullfill all my wants and needs but not by making others poor or driving them out of business, i just dont want to become and insensitive human being. i decided that i am going to go for the eviromental side, i dont know yet what but i want to do something or become someone that makes a change and actually hepls people and our surrandings.<br />anyhows, i am doing good. <br />***********************************************<br />mari, i love you and ive missed you. it sucks that i havent really gotten to see you lately but its not going to be like this all the time i promise. hm, i love you and yeah, i love you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:109556 2006-10-06T07:52:55Z 2006-10-06T07:52:55Z When the President talks to God,<br />Are the conversations brief or long?<br />Does he ask to rape our women's rights?<br />And send poor farm kids off to die?<br />Does God suggest an oil hike?<br />When the President talks to God?<br /><br />When the President talks to God,<br />Are the consonants all hard or soft?<br />Is he resolute on down the line?<br />Is every issue black or white?<br />Does what God say ever change his mind?<br />When the President talks to God?<br /><br />When the President talks to God,<br />Does he fake that drawl or merely nod?<br />Agree which convicts should be killed?<br />Where prisons should be built and filled?<br />Which voter fraud must be concealed?<br />When the President talks to God?<br /><br />When the President talks to God,<br />I wonder which one plays the better cop?<br />"We should find some jobs the ghetto's broke",<br />"No they're lazy George I say we don't,<br />Just give em' more liquor stores and dirty coke",<br />That's what God recommends.<br /><br />When the President talks to God,<br />Do they drink near beer and go play golf?<br />While they pick which countries to invade,<br />Which Muslim souls still can be saved?<br />I guess God just calls a spade a spade,<br />When the President talks to God?<br /><br />When the President talks to God,<br />Does he ever think that maybe He's not?<br />That that voice is just inside his head?<br />When he kneels next to the Presidential bed,<br />Does he ever smell his own bullshit?<br />When the President talks to God?<br /><br />I doubt it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:109165 2006-09-26T07:04:01Z 2006-09-26T07:04:01Z what a fucking day! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:108869 2006-09-14T23:20:17Z 2006-09-14T23:20:17Z i am totally fucked! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:108621 2006-08-03T00:45:05Z 2006-08-03T00:45:05Z its been a long fucking while since i last updated this journal and all i have to say is that things have been really good. yesterday was my birthday and it was really cool, i got a really sweet computer from my mother and a bob dylan and beatles guitar books from my girlfriend, and there is some more presents comming but she wont say what it is. but anyways, how is everyone been eh? <br />thats it for now. <br />love you babe! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:108497 2006-05-09T16:22:35Z 2006-05-09T16:26:26Z yooh got to check this out<br /><a href="http://s2.photobucket.com/albums/y30/rephugio/?action=view&current=Video001.flv">http://s2.photobucket.com/albums/y30/rephugio/?action=view&current=Video001.flv</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:108247 2006-05-01T17:09:02Z 2006-05-01T17:09:02Z i have lots of theories about humanity. <br />thats why i have decided that i might be going crazy.<br />there is so much out there. there is so many questions i could ask that i dont think there is an answer to. and why is there no answer to my question. I dont know. . like why do we or at least the majority of the population believe there is something bigger outhere (god), who the hell put that idea inside our heads? i personally do not believe in god, but why do many people do? why do people believe that once upon a time there was a woman who got pregnant out of nowhere and had a child who grew up to be a guy with incredible magical powers? and why do most of humanity follow his ideologies? oh yeah, they believe because it is written in the bible you might answer; okay, but then my answer is that people a hypocrites, because why do they believe that jesus was real but dont believe in armagedon, or in the prophesies written there. humanity is just so fucked up that whatere they hear they believe. people believe what makes them happy not whats true. people dont care that people are dying around the world because its not them, they dont care about the enviroment, because it is not affecting them, people are just so godamn selfish now a days. what happened to caring about people. have you ever thought about what the future is going to be like. i used to think like many of you probably do, i used to not give a fuck about what is going on in the world because it is not affecting me right now or at least i thought i wouldnt have to deal with it, but then i realized that i dont want my kids to grow up in a world like this, shit! i dont even wanna have kids anyrmore. i dont even think i wanna study economics anymore, free market is bullshit, capitalism is crap too, its all about getting rich making others poor, globalization, supply, demand, its all fucked up, all those companies and their leaders are just selfish bastards that would destroy our beautiful earth for a fucking pennie, i dont think i want to become one of them, but then again what else am i gonna do? i cant change the world myself. its either i join the rest of the world, or go againt it. hope has vanished. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:try2destroyme:108019 2006-03-27T17:48:02Z 2006-03-27T17:48:02Z oh yeah, and im really excited because i am going to see the strokes tomorrow. <br />yep yep.